One day you’re going to look at yourself
And you’ll be amazed at how happy you are
And how peaceful you have become
As against how you’ve previously been
Not that Nigeria suddenly becomes heaven 
Or that you now have all that you need and desire
There will still be problems and difficulties 
But some how your heart will know a Joy that abounds 

And then you’ll wonder and ask yourself
How did I ever worry in the past?
How did I ever lose my peace for the things I didn’t have?
How did I ever let the things people say weigh me down?
How was I ever bothered?
Why did I ever cry over a boy or girl that didn’t stick around?
Because, you’ll look at how happy you have become and
How much of your dreams have been and are being fulfiled
Yes, the same ones that had looked insurmountable

And you’ll ask
How did I ever doubt God’s word
How did I ever look down on my self
How didn’t I ever believe all things were possible
Why did I ever let fear cripple me

Because in that day you would have known how much Your father cares and thinks about you, you would have learnt to talk things out in the Spirit, in tongues, rather than worry, and you will be a witness, an example, and a true image of these Scriptures

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28 KJV

Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?   (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.   But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.   Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
Matthew 6:31-34 KJV

I am theimisiOluwa; My prayer is that you’ll fully know what exactly happened to you at your New Birth. 
Have an Awesome week ahead

Love you plenty.